<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771</id><updated>2011-04-22T08:04:49.533+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Faith.Hope.Love</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>16</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-5609177277365853038</id><published>2007-10-19T20:53:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-19T20:58:58.814+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Back for once</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#666666;"&gt;*walking*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;"HELLO~~!!! anybody there?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#666666;"&gt;*cobweb all over*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;"ahh.. CHOOOO..."&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#666666;"&gt;*thick layers of dust*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;I have stop blogging in this blog, but instead i had been blogging in my CG blog! go check out my CG blog if you want! =]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://c2-the-army-of-god.blogspot.com/"&gt;http://c2-the-army-of-god.blogspot.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;SEE YOU GUYS!! remember to tag after visiting! =]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;kOoNzy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#666666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-5609177277365853038?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/5609177277365853038/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=5609177277365853038' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/5609177277365853038'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/5609177277365853038'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2007/10/back-for-once.html' title='Back for once'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-6802467123548196795</id><published>2007-02-10T14:57:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-15T12:55:01.718+08:00</updated><title type='text'>The Walk of Faith</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JIFCJxy8hrQ/RdPnlbtEszI/AAAAAAAAAAM/YNQzZG1ilgQ/s1600-h/P1060846.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5031619838980961074" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JIFCJxy8hrQ/RdPnlbtEszI/AAAAAAAAAAM/YNQzZG1ilgQ/s320/P1060846.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;looking back, it have been almost 3 years being a Christian and i did not ever regret it! although there are lots of ups and downs, but i know this is the best choice that i eva made in my life! life just get better and never worse unless you made the choice to do so!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;through all this 3 years, i had seen lots of things! from the Miracles that God had performed to how a very on-fire person draw cold and eventually backslided. there are sure lots of changes in church as it is growing very quickly, but what never changes is really the Heart of God! He is always so loving and never ever reject or neglect us! He is just so faithful to us in the things He promised and nevertheless always give us more than what we expect and ask for! how great is Our God! praise the LORD!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just love C2 more n more! love the people! love the atmosphere and love all the time spend together! i just feel that C2 really have the dynamic now and the people in C2 just know one another better! i just enjoyed all those fellowship that we had.. from all the jokes to all those seem-violent fellowshipping to shopping to talking on the phone to sharing of personal stuff to praying to CG to service and to every other things!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Church peeps are indeed much more worthy to spend time with! they are much more concious with others' feeling and such and will never give their cold shoulder no matter what! thou not all of them, but well, out of 100 of them probably one to two of them will do so... as no one is perfect and we are all human-changing-in-progress!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;recently there are things that happen around me that draw me down if i am not back on track! but Praise the Lord, He just had planned everything that those things only happen now! i am strong enough to overcome all those problems and even help my Bro and Sis around me!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a few weeks back, someone mistook me as a CGL again. was kind of funny... as i did not know how to react to that question but to just smile and say thanks~. but whether to become a leader not is not important to me, but if God put me there, i will go... " I will go where You send me"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the days ahead is just gonna be AWESOME! esp for now.. Chinese New Year and my term break that is coming up!! wahahah... really looking forward to it! HooRay! =]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Quote for now : "&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;Do your BEST and let God do the Rest&lt;/span&gt;!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;message to whoeva reading... "no matter what season you are right now, hang on and keep hanging on! after the rain there will be rainbow! correction is not rejection (apply to church peeps) and always make the right choice! God gives us one of the most POWERFUL thing, and it is the power to choose!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2007~ a year of acceleration =]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sign off&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-6802467123548196795?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/6802467123548196795/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=6802467123548196795' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/6802467123548196795'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/6802467123548196795'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2007/02/walk-of-faith.html' title='The Walk of Faith'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JIFCJxy8hrQ/RdPnlbtEszI/AAAAAAAAAAM/YNQzZG1ilgQ/s72-c/P1060846.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-117027697682821264</id><published>2007-02-01T04:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-01T04:56:16.900+08:00</updated><title type='text'>ordinary and extraordinary</title><content type='html'>today wake up, prepare things for school and set off to school. transfer the picture i wanna paint to canvas and gonna paint it real soon. but have to wait till nx week! Gonna PON school on thursday and stay at home and go for prayer meet at 5pm! ha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love the concentration game... in CG we played and thou i did not even kana once, i was been sabo by Alton to do the Banana dance with him. haha.. was kina Fun!! haha.. just love my C2 and Cg! haha..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today cg was teaching us to really plan our live well and be much more adminstrative! it is after when u plan, u will notice how much free time u actually have! and your live will be much organize and will not miss out anything important!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after Cg, went to Ps and SEE c2 Eat KFC! last time i will be the one who will be rejoicing, but not for now... it will come to a point where it no longer control me but i control it! that is really a good PRAC of self-control! TIFFY, if u read this... our bubble tea thingy almost come to an end... i was thinking for myself to continue. together with my KFC... ot shall end at july! haha. sound good to me =] no more craving towards fattening food!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;must blog abt this man! super funni... Stella Falls and kana me... was like playing quite madly... those peeps that are there should know wad i mean... and we saw an aunt who have the same shirt Stella wore! and by that time we saw it, me, Elyn and Siok just cannot stop laughing! and i eventually took a pic of them.. i shall upload it and let u all see some other day! haha... =] super fun...ny&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after the dinner, went to far east together with Jing Hong, Siok Mei, Elyn, Shu Yu and Stella! once again... the only guy~... company them go Jacky's place to cut hair! and by the time they finish is about 11pm already! super late! haha.. dan went back home and do my stuff and decide what colour to paint for my room! i choose grey.. those that came to my house b4 should know the colour for my living room... yup.. changing it to that colour.. but of coz not the whole room! wahaha... hopefulli it turn out nice.. haha... if not i shall kill myself... iwas just joking... i just have to bare for another 1 year and CHANGE!! haha... joker!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thats is all for today...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God Rock, Cg Rock, C2 Rock and kOoNzy rock too... WAHAHA... just let me lie to myself for this time! thanks!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sign off&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-117027697682821264?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/117027697682821264/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=117027697682821264' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/117027697682821264'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/117027697682821264'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2007/02/ordinary-and-extraordinary.html' title='ordinary and extraordinary'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-117016734117507613</id><published>2007-01-30T21:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-30T22:29:01.216+08:00</updated><title type='text'>due to popular demand</title><content type='html'>cannot rest man... only abt a month did not post and people keep asking me to post... haha... so the heading.."due to popular demand"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was just joking! but really busy with school work and church things! but well... even if i free, blogging did not really come across my mind thou! wahahaha~... as i did not blog for a living. (unless someone willing to pay for every post i blogged! =] )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eva since school started, was quite enjoying school days despite from those moring class where i always fail to wake up! (bad boy!) but well... i try to wake up, but my body just did not act as accordingly~ haha.. (excuses!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/956488/25012007120.jpg" border="0" /&gt;did not blog abt my school before, so decided to upload this pic... those 2 girls (nearest) from left: Shion Bai and Zef. the "Man" behind Zef is Aisha... such girl name but with man attiitude!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/801415/25012007121.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shion: she is someone who is fun to hang out with as she will nva fail to bring 'sound' to the surrounding! her sound effects is very well known and the way she speck is highly influencial. take for eg. her "Erpz" the most pop! Shion is someone with strong character and will stand for what she know and think is right! and YA, she is now officially an "Anna Sui Girl" as she work as part timer in anna sui-orchard. she is highly skilled in eye-shadowing and eye-lining-ing... even eating half way there will be ppl approaching her to ask for "wu lin mi zi" of eye-shadowing... haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/744298/25012007122.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zef: She seem to be a woman with few words! but when u really click with her, there are lots of topic where you can talk to her about! her fav is those JAP GUYS that look like girls.. i did not know whether there is any term where u describe those people, buy well... they rock and so is Zef! ha. nva forget about her great painting skill! haha..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/706930/25012007150.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;both Shion and Zef is highly attractive girls around... but if you r not prepare, they might be too hot for u to handle! haha... as in singapore weather HOT! joking!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;some of the other peeps in my class! Janize, Aisha, Jarrod, Merdy and mani mani more~!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;well.. i have to really back up for my school work! have to put in more effort in it!! argggh!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;sigh off,&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;kOoNzy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-117016734117507613?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/117016734117507613/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=117016734117507613' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/117016734117507613'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/117016734117507613'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2007/01/due-to-popular-demand.html' title='due to popular demand'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-116772366183706657</id><published>2007-01-02T14:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-02T15:41:01.856+08:00</updated><title type='text'>I can see the Hell is trembling</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;2006 ended&lt;/span&gt;. &lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;a brand new year started&lt;/span&gt;! 2007... a year that &lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;HOGC broke into &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;the thousands&lt;/span&gt;!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; i am here to announce something! HELL IS GONNA TREMBLE, all spirits are gonna humble and HOGC is gonna DOUBLE!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;where can it be best than celebrating all the BIG DAYS in CHURCH!  Christmas is a blast and Heart Awards is a blast Blast BLAST! blast in my spirit too!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thou recently i just had a fall and almost indended to leave God and thought i will nva gonna come back serving God, i ended 2006 &lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;SERVING MY OUTMOST GRACIOUS POWERFUL WONDERFUL HEAVENLY FATHER! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thou the end of 2006 it not really a blast for my spirit, but i know it is taking off and ready to fly again! i start my 2007 afresh and ready to fly the extra mile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i had learn from my fall and also know how to prevent that fall! and that is to link with the Source and find a channel to release all unwanted currents... just like the earth wire that prevent triping of electricity!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-----------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HEY PEOPLE! thank you for all your encouragement ever since i fall! thank you for all your love that cover my wounds. i am back with my smile, and a scar that remind me of my mistake that i will nv gonna make it again. not gonna stay at the gate anymore... I AM IN THE TEMPLE OF GOD!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;special Thanks to C2! love u guys =] and also Sis Evie and Brother Sky! nva forget HWEE! haha... and of coz Pastors!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Devils! YOU GONNA WATCH OUT FOR ME! you did not manage to get rid of me for the last season, now i am gonna get rid of YOU!" (MUAHAHAHAHA-angelic laughter)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;awaken&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-116772366183706657?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/116772366183706657/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=116772366183706657' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116772366183706657'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116772366183706657'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2007/01/i-can-see-hell-is-trembling.html' title='I can see the Hell is trembling'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-116586494985084654</id><published>2006-12-12T03:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-12T03:22:29.863+08:00</updated><title type='text'>fun time! =]</title><content type='html'>WAHAHA! some FUn TIme in church! let me show you guys! haha... we took more pics! wahaha... =]&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/308513/Photo%2068.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/353073/Photo%2068.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/608909/Photo%2073.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/147257/Photo%2073.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/699389/Photo%2077.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/551528/Photo%2077.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/767978/Photo%2082.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/40927/Photo%2082.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/560401/Photo%2080.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/847125/Photo%2080.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/301316/Photo%2063.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/469516/Photo%2063.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/534042/Photo%2064.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/12712/Photo%2064.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/313045/Photo%2061.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/365434/Photo%2061.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/743653/Photo%2056.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/134646/Photo%2056.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/1600/988484/Photo%2067.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3329/3296/320/929605/Photo%2067.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-116586494985084654?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/116586494985084654/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=116586494985084654' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116586494985084654'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116586494985084654'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/12/fun-time.html' title='fun time! =]'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-116563992292317500</id><published>2006-12-09T12:21:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-09T23:37:42.643+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Awkwardness...</title><content type='html'>there are a few things that i really regrets saying out..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i should not have say i want to be like my leader, towards his leader. their closeness and heart that are willing to serve each other. i should not have say that out due to the urge of rising up. Ivan is right, he once say..."dun talk the talk"... if you want to serve your leaders and God wholeheartedly, do it through actions not through talks... and i should have known all those thing is not possible. if i can rewind and delete what ever is done, that is one of the thing that i will want to delete.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am sick and tired or rising up and falling back, rising up and falling back. What brother Sky said is so true la... i really need a channel to release all my emotional burden, all my doubts and wadever is inside of me. i need someone to be there who i can really trust to share all the burden inside me and all the smallness inside me. if not this routine will continue forever... and eventually backsliding will be the last solution.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on the 2nd last week of November... the word 'BACKSLIDING' came in so strongly into me. it is just that close for me to just walk out once again. but something hold me back, i went for that week service and Sister Evie talk to me. after that talk, it hold me back from backsliding for the time being... as Sis Evie say "can you promise me just to come for every service and just receive from the word of God? dun walk away from God... if you really walk away from God, we will all be very sad." i did not promise her, as i am afraid that i will break that promise once again. (thank your sis Evie for that talk, it comforted me for that time)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after a few weeks, Brother Sky talked to me and share with me his own experience and everything he said is really so similar, because he was once my age, and he went through all those stages before. he given me alot of solutions, and i know it will help me... just like i know i am sick and those medicine can cure me, i still chose not to take those medicine and just waiting for my body imune system to fight those bacterial on themself. i refuse to call for recuitment... and i just chose to let thing go by itself...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am sitting at a corner and rotting myself...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;many will say i am stupid, why stay there and rot and did not even wanna try... at least there is still hope for you to succeed... but... no trust=no hope=rot and die. i wont die so easily... but will rot slowly...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Brother Sky say..."you can rest, but not too long... it is just like the muscle structure.. once you are stretched, u have to rest in order for it to grow stronger... but once it rest for too long, it will turn saggy... turn into  fats" (something like that) i did not know wad to respond to Brother Sky... so i just kept quiet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on thursday night, Ivan went up to me... "i read your blog"... shock of coz... and he started to ask me some question. it is not that i dun enjoy doing all those things, i enjoy... but.. there are some reasons why i chose this path... i know i am really small, but it just cannot come out of me. through those eyes of disappointment, my heart broke... i just cannot handle my roller coaster emotion well... i did not want to disappoint my leader thou, but when ever i was thinking of coming back to the frontline, i am afraid... and something is drawing me real down. there is just a strong power that rubbish all the thoughts of rising up again.... it is just like a computer kana virus. cannot control and is out of control...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i cannot believe it... i am once a person who always console ppl and tell them not to give up in God, but here i am struggling with this problem.. and i still need those newer people to tell me what they went through... and tell me not to give up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the pride is back, i am easily offended once again. i am no longer teachable and my heart is hearden. my rebellious nature is coming out again... HELP! how can get all this roots out of me... DEVIL I HATE YOU!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;emoing&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-116563992292317500?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/116563992292317500/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=116563992292317500' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116563992292317500'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116563992292317500'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/12/awkwardness.html' title='Awkwardness...'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-116506997781621208</id><published>2006-12-02T21:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-02T22:32:58.016+08:00</updated><title type='text'>WARNING! (emo post... dun read if u r not prepared.)</title><content type='html'>there are lots of emotions that wanna express through blog, but it will stumble others. there are lots of things to say, but it will stumble others too! the concept of online diary is really contridicting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;been through high tides and low ones, but now i think it had been drained out. when will the next rain pour again? when will those high tides come again? or will it be a tsunami that will wipe out the whole island the next time... and no survivor. sad isen it? but well... there is no happy ending all the time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on thursday, there it come the zone resructure ONCE AGAIN. there are not much changes, but what that had changed is the heart of mine. harden? maybe... lowest peak? yes. coz things just change without you realising till one day it just hit you. this is the path that i chose, who to blame? no one but myself. how small can i be... very very very i must say... what is the thing that led to this situation now... it is not only one thing for sure!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this fall is not the same as other falls that i had. the last few falls, there are still hope of climbing back. but this time round, it is different. dun have the urge to climb up and reach the top any more, coz i see no point in it. so what if you reach the top? reaching the highest peak means you will have to come down one day. you cant stay there for long. or maybe it just apply to myself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe is like wad Pastor had preached, it is the dreams and vision that drives us to have self control and discipline and will look forward to everyday life. my dream had been shattered and can no longer see vision, that is why the result is... going downhill. try riding a bike down a hill, there is no way u can stop it unless it reaches the lowest ground. you will either reach safely or you will get crashed and die.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if u wanna rise up, better catch what ever chance given to you and better dun lose it and do your best. if not, when ur season is over, no matter how much u do it is still going to waste, coz the attention is no longer in you, there are the second wave that had came after you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;no one wanna be a expired canned food. be consume while u r still fresh, when it is expired, u will just end up in the trash bin, Unless it is poverty period where they bo bian but to consume u.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lost the motivation, missed the attention. running the race without a vision. help... i am drowning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;emo-ing&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-116506997781621208?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/116506997781621208/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=116506997781621208' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116506997781621208'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116506997781621208'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/12/warning-emo-post-dun-read-if-u-r-not.html' title='WARNING! (emo post... dun read if u r not prepared.)'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-116302172831875182</id><published>2006-11-09T05:27:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-09T05:35:28.336+08:00</updated><title type='text'>JOYEST MOMENT! =D</title><content type='html'>FENG XU!!! tell you something!! i MADE IT!! i know how to upload pictures already!! wahaha... so clever right?opps... i was just kidding!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wahahaha... i was really trying... haha... dan here come the moment..."moment of Magic"... *BLINK* the pictures is up! all thanks to Tiffany too... for telling me where ican actually upload the pic to wahahaha... THANKS LO!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FX... YOU CAN CONCENTRATE IN YOUR PROJECTS already!! wahaha... =] really thanks for your help!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okies DONE! so "early" already... better get going and rest!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tell you all a secret! dun tell anione...*wispering*"i holiday already...shhhhh... dun tell anione." "promise ar!!!!" WAHAHAHAHAH... HOLIDAY!!!!! * (SHOUT OUT LOUD)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sign off&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-116302172831875182?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/116302172831875182/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=116302172831875182' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116302172831875182'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116302172831875182'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/11/joyest-moment-d.html' title='JOYEST MOMENT! =D'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-116257072562942938</id><published>2006-11-03T23:31:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-04T00:29:06.806+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Path That Shines</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/1600/pth%20that%20shine.1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/320/pth%20that%20shine.0.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/1600/Image010.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/1600/pth%20that%20shine.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;browsing through blogs and saw Tif's blog. there are so many things uploaded in her blog... wide varities! like going super market... joking! and there i go into the 'create' section where she post all the songs that she wrote for God and recent one also got link that can DL!! wahaha... sad that i did not know much of html and blogging... only know how to post entries and add link... haha... but i will learn it one day!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after visiting her blog... took my guitar and started playing. tune start to flow and lyrics start to come... wrote my first song for God! so this is my virgin piece! haha... too bad i did not know how to put in the link and let whoeva interested to DL.. but if you know me... try to ask from me ba! wahahaha...=]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;*&lt;em&gt;Path That Shines&lt;/em&gt;*&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;I was lost, but now I'm found&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Shouting out Your name&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Jesus Christ You are, my Saviour&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;My Father and my King&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;*Pre-chrous*&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;You die on the cross, for our sins&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Sacrify for all of Your child&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Rose from the dead, You paid the cost&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Loving You, evermore&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;*Chrous*&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;I will run, to You my God&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Hide, in you Lord&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;I will go, wherever You will go&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;in the path, that shines &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;in the path that shines...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Hallalujah&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/1600/Image010.0.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/320/Image010.0.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;sign off&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;kOoNzy&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-116257072562942938?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/116257072562942938/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=116257072562942938' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116257072562942938'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/116257072562942938'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/11/path-that-shines.html' title='Path That Shines'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-115990006461843460</id><published>2006-10-04T02:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-10-04T02:27:44.660+08:00</updated><title type='text'>so TOUCHING~ T.T</title><content type='html'>&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/320/map%20of%20the%20world.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;heard this story before, long long time ago. but recently visited kiat's blog and saw this story again. so i decided to post it here for all my friends to read!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;here it go.......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the States, there was a couple who had a child.The couple loves their child very much.They would do everything they could to make their child happy.The child was very obedient to his parents too. Once he told his dad that when he grow up, he's gonna make him proud.His heart is always out for his parents and the people around him.HE told his dad that if its possible,he wants to be a superhero.Not for his glory but his heart hurts when he sees his loved ones got bullied,dumped by people,living a purposeless life.But Overall They live a very happy and loving life.There's nothing that can break them apart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But until 1 day, A deadly disease broke out in America. Its spreading rapidly. Killing Millions of people. In taiwan. Soon It wiped out 3/10 of the world. And its spreading to America and Europe. In the couple's town where there living, Its already spreading and thousands of people are affected.The couple got it too. Doctors couldn't find a cure for this disease. Its a disease which the doctor had not discovered before. They simply just do not know what to do.They tried all sorts of ways but couldnt make this disease go away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Miraculously, one day a scientist found out that only the couple's child did not get the disease. And Doctors did many experiments and found out that the boy could save the world.But he have to donate some of his organs and his blood.By doing that the boy will lose his life. So the doctor came up to the parents and told them about this and ask if they're willing to sacrifice his child's life to save the world.The parents was DEVASTATED upon hearing this. They had sleepless nights thinking and crying over this matter.The boy was aware of the situation. He went up to his dad and said."Dad, remember my dream? I always want to be a hero to help people around the world. This is the best opportunity for me.Im willing to put my life to save this world.This is me. For i do not want to see lives dying around the nations.Dad, approve my request alright?" His parents burst in to tears upon hearing that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The parents feeling reluctantly called up the doctor and agree to let their son be a donor.The day before the operation, the family went out to have fun before the boy put an end to everything.At night, His mum read a bedtime story to the boy and said,"Son, Mum and dad are really proud of what you've done. You'll always be in our heart, our Hero!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The day came. When the child was admitted to the hospital, The child bid his final farewell to his parents. And from that moment on, the child lives in the hearts of many who survived the tragedy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This child is symbolised as Jesus. 2006 years ago, Jesus did the same thing, Died for a deadliest disease called Sin. He put an End to everything. Just to allow us to join Our Father God in heaven.Right now, He's sitting at the right hand throne of God.When He died,Afraid that we'll be alone in this world, no one to seek guidance from. So He sent the Spirit of God to be with us.The sins are still in this world as this world has belonged to the devil.Thats why Jesus died. *[[ John 15:13 "Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends... - Jesus "]]* This is the story of a Friend who have impacted my life. my friend, Jesus.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---*end*---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;isen it touching? above all the emotional feels, let me tell you, "you and me are all those patients that got infected by that deadly disease. the only different is, i got healed and i am free from that deadly disease. how about you? make your choice now! you will never regret..."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jesus Love YOU! Yes He do! =]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sign off,&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-115990006461843460?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/115990006461843460/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=115990006461843460' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115990006461843460'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115990006461843460'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/10/so-touching-tt.html' title='so TOUCHING~ T.T'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-115791061282253025</id><published>2006-09-11T01:02:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-09-11T01:50:12.866+08:00</updated><title type='text'>life time experience!</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/1600/10166717.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/320/10166717.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;about a month plus ago come my first experience of... 'almost got hit down by a car'.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as far as i can remember... it is about 11plus pm, where i was on my way back home from church alone. if you are familar with the place in dhoby ghaut, u will know that there is a 'fish and co' outlet next to singapore shopping center. it is the traffic junction that i am talking about!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was walking slowly and i am ready to cross the road. as the green man is already on for a few seconds (still far from blinking), and vehicals from 1st,2nd and 4th lane all stopped, the 3rd lane is empty and there is no car. so i cross the road thought it will be like all other days and nothing will happen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but to my surprise, when i was crossing and reached the 3rd lane, a fast speeding car attempt to drive pass the red lights! the driver horn and break on time and it did not hit me. at that time when he horn, i was so shock that i really jump up from the road. it just happen so fast that i could not even react to that situation! i look back to the driver, did not point him any finger and did not scold him anything, and he just lift his hand (like they are saying sry) and look to the other side of the road. lucky i wear white on that day, if i wear a dark coloured shirt, i wonder whether the driver will see me not and maybe i will not be typing this entry here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when i reach to the other side of the road, in my mind i was really giving thanks to God for helping me for protecting me and for saving me! everthing just happen so fast that i could not even have the time to be angry with that driver! only through that experience i know that life is really very weak, we did not know what will be happening the next moment and we have to really make full use of every single minute in our life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;REMINDER TO ALL DRIVERS! you drive because you want to reach your destination BUT please please remember that there are lots of lives that are on the road going towards their destination towards their destiny. don't let your mistake end off someone's destiny!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;if u kill a non-christian, u had just killed a potential soul that can be saved. if you killed a christian, u had end off the plans that God had planned for that sis/bro! and u may also kill all the other souls that that bro/sis can bring! all the blood is on your hands!!! think for yourself and think for others!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when i reached home i told Hwee, Tiffany, Elyn and i think i do told Siok too about what had happen. Elyn is so shock and the way she reacted is like so CUTE and sweet la! she just finish praying before i told her about that incident, and after she know about that, she ask me to hold onand she went to pray again! so funny right? ahahha... thanks guys!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HEY PPL THERE!!! stop wasting your time! come and know my wonderful God! you will never regret any single second of it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;remember to give thanks! =]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sign off,&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-115791061282253025?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/115791061282253025/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=115791061282253025' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115791061282253025'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115791061282253025'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/09/life-time-experience.html' title='life time experience!'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-115769999128168468</id><published>2006-09-08T14:53:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-09-08T15:19:51.293+08:00</updated><title type='text'>seeds you sow will grow!</title><content type='html'>a few weeks ago i met this friend of mine that i did not contact for some time on a bus when i am going to church!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i did not realize till she called me on my mobile and i went to the seat that she is at. i asked her how have she been doing? out to my surprise is that she say she is doing good and she is attending church services! PRAISE THE LORD!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;why am i so happy to hear that she is attending Church is because... many months ago i am actually reaching out to her! her live is really in a mess and that is what i can describe about her! i spend time with her and talk to her when she is down and etc... and really hope that she will get saved and come to know God one day!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so one night going to midnight, i got the urge to share God to her, as she is working at the central, i went to her working place and spend a little time till they packed up and almost leaving for home. i sat her down and begin to take out my John 3:16 booklet and started to share to her. she is full of doubts and keep defending herself and finds ways to somehow make her stand! there is no way i can finish sharing with her as most of the time during the sharing session, she will keep asking questions and we will start to some how 'urgue'. i just feel that she is not ready for that and i stop sharing John 3:16 and just talk to her instead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at that point of time, although i did not manage to share the whole John 3:16 with her and did not manage to get her save that day, i had sow something in her live! i told her that God loves her and i believe God had start to do something into her live!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;till that day i met her she say this " i listen to your advise, that is why i go to church"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that is the joy that i want to experience! i am so glad that this little soul had found her Master and she did nto have to lead a meaningless life anymore!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"GOD USE ME! to touch more lives!"- &lt;em&gt;cry from my heart&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sign off,&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-115769999128168468?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/115769999128168468/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=115769999128168468' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115769999128168468'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115769999128168468'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/09/seeds-you-sow-will-grow.html' title='seeds you sow will grow!'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-115558434922797804</id><published>2006-08-15T01:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-09-08T14:52:45.273+08:00</updated><title type='text'>OtHerS</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/1600/youth%20camp%20banner%2004.0.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/320/youth%20camp%20banner%2004.0.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/1600/youth%20camp%20banner%2004.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Hello all! it have been a long time since i last blog~ but well... late than never... haha =]&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;in the picture attached, can you see what is painted on it? if you can figure it out, it is 'OTHERS' with 'heart of God youth camp 2004'.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;this is the sermon that never fail to impact my live thou i heard it many times. this sermon is just as fresh even thou i heard it many times. this sermon is just as powerful 2 years back when i heard it from Pastor How! every part of the sermon is really impactful and there is nothing else i can say about that!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;"i did not just want to be another christian, i want to be an OTHERS christian!"- &lt;em&gt;koonzy&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;what does it mean by OTHERS christian? it just simply mean OTHERS! you care for others, love others, think others, and just put others before you! it is just that simple and not that simple at the same time! why? because human being is just that self-centered, they think of themself before thinking for others! that is why youth from HOGC is gonna be different!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;"if tml one person must die and we can chose... i will volunteer... ASK ME WHY?"- &lt;em&gt;MSN nick of koonzy&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;if you are wondering why... i can tell you! it is just simply because i know where i will head to after i die... DO YOU? if you don't, that is why i will volunteer... it is for your sake! by letting you have another day of chances to experience God's love and get touch by Him! so that you can also join in the force and say "I WILL VOLUNTEER!" it is that simple BUT you have to make your choice!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;i had made mine and i never regret it, but instead i enjoy every single second of it! WILL YOU MAKE YOUR CHOICE TODAY!?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;sign off,&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;kOoNzy&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-115558434922797804?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/115558434922797804/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=115558434922797804' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115558434922797804'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115558434922797804'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/08/others.html' title='OtHerS'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-115553494136795474</id><published>2006-08-14T13:35:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-08-14T15:02:57.310+08:00</updated><title type='text'>The lost one Found</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/1600/sheep2.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3329/3296/320/sheep2.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffccff;"&gt;Matthew 18:10 ~14&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10 "Take heed that you do not despise one of these little ones, for I say to you that in heaven their angels always see the face of My Father who is in heaven. 11 For the Son of Man has come to save that which was lost.12 "What do you think? If a man has a hundred sheep, and one of them goes astray, does he not leave the ninety-nine and go to the mountains to seek the one that is straying? 13 And if he should find it, assuredly, I say to you, he rejoices more over that sheep than over the ninety-nine that did not go astray. 14 Even so it is not the will of your Father who is in heaven that one of these little ones should perish.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;witness unsave to save and backsliders to slide back is a great Joy! though in the process of finding them is not easy and disheartening sometime.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in the verses above it simply reflect how we should react and act upon the lost sheep. we did not say &lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcccc;"&gt;" it's alright, one gone missing i still got 99 of them left!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt; but instead we are all worried and will look for that one lost sheep till it was found.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a few months ago, this little sheep was lost. stop coming church and dissapear from us. a lots of them were shocked and did not know what to do but just PRAY. &lt;span style="color:#ffcccc;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;"prayers move mountains and faith parted seas but it is all timing from God above who clams the raging sea."&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffccff;"&gt;Matthew 8:26&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffccff;"&gt;26He replied, "You of little faith, why are you so afraid?" Then He got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffccff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcccc;"&gt;what we have to really do is to keep the faith and keep praying to our heavenly Father! after so many months, this lost sheep is back together with us and all of them indeed jump with joy and rejoice over the return of that lost sheep!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was really touched when i heard &lt;span style="color:#ffcccc;"&gt;" i was praying for you for so long you know?"&lt;/span&gt; and with tears in her eyes and huging the lost but found sheep. i almost teared but i have self control and the tears roll back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;from this experience, it really shows how people in church really treasure all the relationships and friendships. although sometime, one may chose their own path and walk out of church and never come back, but WE WILL ALWAYS PRAY FOR YOU AND HOPE YOU WILL GET TOUCHED AND COME BACK ONE DAY! we keep believing!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Never backslide as you not only end your own destiny but you will also hurt you family in church. even if you really left church we are still friends! dun treat us like strangers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am really happy for the return of that lost sheep... coz she is my beloved SISTER now and till forever!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sign of&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-115553494136795474?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/115553494136795474/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=115553494136795474' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115553494136795474'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115553494136795474'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/08/lost-one-found.html' title='The lost one Found'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687771.post-115523428170440593</id><published>2006-08-11T02:13:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-08-11T02:49:07.893+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Opening Ceremony</title><content type='html'>"TA TA TA TA TA TA" (trumpet blowing), "bom bom bom bom bom bom" (drums rolling)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;specker:"lets Welcome our guest of honur kOoNzy to say a few words! kOoNzy please."(appluse)&lt;br /&gt;kOoNzy: "er ham, mic testing..."&lt;br /&gt;specker: "thank you mr kOoNzy! ushers please usher Mr kOoNzy back to his seat!"(appluse)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-.-'''&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just a small and lame intro... pls dun laugh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after such long time finally my blog is up into actions! updated my profile and added new links! i am so excited to blog but need some time to sit infront of com and start typing!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this entry will just be a 'Hello' and 'Bye' entry and i will be posting more proper entries when the moon turns blue. i know you know i was just kidding dun you? when more of my entries is up i will delete this entries as this is really 'HORRIGIBLES' (horrible) and "TERRIGIBLES" (terrible).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you guys must wait for my gallery and my updated post ar!!! if not.... if not.... i will....kill... kill... creeps in dota... -.-'' (rendom)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687771-115523428170440593?l=liveinyoualone.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/feeds/115523428170440593/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30687771&amp;postID=115523428170440593' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115523428170440593'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30687771/posts/default/115523428170440593'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://liveinyoualone.blogspot.com/2006/08/opening-ceremony.html' title='Opening Ceremony'/><author><name>koonzy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14549443057943887164</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
